LYRIC

情 讓我徹底看見
心 已經裂痕累累

在我面前 你只會懂得 裝無所謂

不知覺 看懂了這一切
才發覺 我們距離太遠

靜 等待最終判決
停 這次不能敷衍

在你身邊 我只能配合 不能埋怨

很感謝 是你讓我察覺
給了你的機會 一遍 兩遍
更明白 你有多浮淺

我已成全
讓你快樂讓你飛
想着你們的畫面
再傷只會讓我 更頹廢

我已成全
決下心我不能再妥協
看不見你的轉變
命運就留給 明天

你不懂珍惜不能怪誰
天也懂得掉淚傷悲
不膽怯 不流連
不需安慰 我已封鎖這愛戀




nice rite ?
copied from jolin's fans club
i love this lyric

1st time i try to understand the lyric 1 by 1 sentence

good




you you you come and love back me =(






= i am sad =

蔡依林-花蝴蝶/Jolin Tsai-Butterfly [MV]

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hmmm
i am going to post something to shock all of you
but don't think that i am a sekmo k ?
i am not
is this girl's leg asked me to take it's photo ==
=)

no la
is the girl asked me to take her leg photo and post here
to let everyone see
wahaha




hmm
her leg got level 1 k ?
is according to spm level


ohh yeah
seriously
don't say out her name even you all know k?
serious !!
she very care =(

this one 3B , coz look thinner =)

this 1 leh ? 5c already . coz fat a bit already . hmm x(


yeah. our 9G !!
don need i say why la izzit ? =)






lastly
put one photo
1A one
want ?
wait


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=)





thx for support ya =)

HMM . COME ON =)

see ?












i am waiting the train to come and crash me ><

choi

i don't want die =)









* took this picture at butterworth bus stop la . tat day EARLY IN THE MORNING went kampar for utar open day one*

CONFUSED AGAIN ?

how how how ?
i scare i choose UTAR is a wrong decision

@@

but once decided mean that just follow and don't think again and again ?
i scare i choose wrong way and will regret
i got example also

but

......

how how how ?!

need know more about utar @@






p/s : scroll to most downward ya . can see my latest photo :)

PUT !!!!!

suddenly got mood to write out this topic
hmm
PUT
just got few peoples know i think
especially the miss Perlis


just now miss Perlis phoned me
she said that she is now beside put's house
haha
so i wanna write out this article
:)
ohh yeah
smelly rite ? XD

everytime we mention this topic
we will laugh loudly
why ?
shhh ...
cannot say k ?

this thing happened 2 years ago
but we still keep on laughing until now
i won't feel bored
hmm


everyone tot we r crazy
but we are not la hor ?
hmm
have fun


i miss camping :(



p/s : tuesday or wednesday will go to play paintball . who wanna join?

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just ate finish my mee jawa + shui guo tong shui :)

hmm
full now

and

i am going to sleep very very soon
although now only 6.17 pm @@

tired man ><


p/s : why i leave 1 comment at my chat box then came out so much ?! then now i wanna say something at there then it came out

- YOU CANNOT POST ! YOU HAVE BEEN BANNED ! -

what the tutt ? ><

- i miss the old days , but i know that it just can be my sweet memories -

AIKZ

what is the time now ?
1.05 am already
just back from utar kampar open day
tired @@
but i can't sleep

i saw back all photos
last year i took one
all sweet memories came back again
my brain started thinking back again

i keep on telling myself
let it over let it over
almost 2 months already
you can handle and cover it after that
hmm
i know i can't
i still will think the same thing every night before i sleep
think think think
think until fall asleep automatically
@@

ya i know
i got a lot of problems
i can't have 1 forever friend even buddy
right ?
is my problem

i know that i am stubborn
i am a stubborn guy
really
i won't change what i had decided
even is good or bad
that's me

i still will care someone that won't choi me anymore
i still will sms and ask how are you even i know you won't reply
i am still trying my best to contact you all even i know that it is impossible for you all to contact back me
* come on , i just wanna friend back with you. no other meaning *
i never give up until now
got people can prove ba ?

but

at last
still same

i lose a lot of things

i lose my small and simple family

and

my dearest

- is suffer and difficult to hate a person that you care -


STUPID ME

TEOH SEH ING . INI BAGI KAMU

kita mia watak utama ya

ini la teoh seh ing in short hair
:)

let's start what i wanna write today k ?
i will " throw " a lot of photos after that
to prove that we are really happy and enjoy today

meimei + seh ing

ohh yeah
meimei is our driver ya today
thx :)

kita mia miss Perlis

she hopes to go Perlis to have a view but no chance
how sad it is ><

saya ( handsome ) + lao yi

ini saya mia kawan
friend for N years already
from primary until now

kita mia lao yi

saya + miss perlis

lao yi again ><

hmm
lao yi again @@

she took many photos today
don't know why ><

notice itu wear black jacket 1
center1
her hand
hmm
backside view is better than front view =]

ini changed place le har
singing K that time
with lao yi again @@

they were seeing their photos that time

siapa curi tangkap saya ? @@

hmm
hee chiew

xax xixx cxxx mia son :)
he came from thailand ya

miss perlis at behind

make this photo became not nice already
she like ghost @@




still got a lot photos i haven't upload
because i haven't collect all pictures
sorry ya
will update as soon as possible once i receive :)

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start my story today k ?

we went out because of our miss teoh seh ing is going to fly lorr
this 1 considered farewell party already ba ?
her + muimui + me + yinjee + heechiew + yieying
although still miss some of our gang
but is okiie
we really enjoy today
rite ?

- ooi joo enn -

you can't join us because u at very very far mia place already
aikz
if not got u sure got more fun rite ?
wah
u sure very happy now coz i am praising you ><


- chin kok ping -
- tan wayyi -
- lim yi jie -

you all cannot come aikz sure guilty ba ?
wahahahaha


teoh seh ing

we knew each other in primary school right ?
same with laoyi
hmm
same class 4I 5I 6I right ?
at secondary school
although we are different class but at least we same uniform body !!
so we still have non-stop topics to talk

i still remember everytime meeting
our GANG sure is most noisy 1
haha
camping , at school , society , or what
we have a lot sweet memories also right ?
hmm

your last year birthday
hahaha

we were f3 that time
sukan tahunan
we marching :)

tis 1 is form 4 :)

f4 your hair
haha
still so short
cant cover face :)

hehehe :)
we r committee that time
always curi tulang took photos inside class room


actually still got a lot photos 1
i scare later u read until cry
hahaha

anyway
you are going to leave us very soon lorr
next friday
i will miss you la k ?
we are best BUDDY forever !!
k ?
our GANG
won't disappear 1
so if you went australia
don't forget us once u meet new friends lorr
if not i fly until there to kill you 1 har
:)

and don't forget
3 years u come back
you must thinner har
k ?
if not buffet gah
we all are waiting arr
k ?

so i will try my best to airport to send you k ?
although is early ( 6 am )
but you are my best buddy wor
how many years you count and see?
so don't paiseh har
if can la
we will go k ?
hmmm
cry before enter the gate la har to prove that you really touched
hahahaha

see you ya
we will miss you !!

i never kiss you right ?
nah
** muackz **
keep properly ya

MY BEAUTIFUL + WONDERFUL TOMORROW

tomorrow i wanna go out with my uniform body mia buddies
hahaha
hope i can enjoy la har
hope i manage to halau semua saya mia unhappy keluar !!!!

hmm

with who ?

yinjee mia friend ==> hee chiew
cute cute mia penguin ==> seh ing
face round round mia ==> pei mei
just back from NS mia ==> yieying

+

hope to go perlis mia ==> yinjee

hahahaha

* don't kill me *


i wanna buy wallet + bag + a lot a lot @@
hmm
nid to plan and use my money wisely :)



ohh yeah
my godfather promised buy me a laptop
yes !!
so
see laptop also tomorrow :)









ohh yeah
my TOMORROW


I AM COMING

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i have no work to do anymore start from now
so planned to find another job for my April
because my April is very free
k ?

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monday night went out yamcha with 3 friends
hmm
3 buddies :)
i want to upload some photos here
maybe if they saw , they will angry me
or got this kind of reaction : koh guang zong !! i wanna kill you !!
haha
but don't care
i wanna upload
because i decided to upload
what i am saying ?
hahaha
blur blur


our drinks

ini lee phooi meng . just back from NS :)

ini edward chua :)
eating his finger i think ><>

ini 2 of them =]

ini lee phooi meng mia weird face ><


hana hana hana
i upload myself de ugly photo let you all laugh back me la k ?
wait ya
:)


na . me la . so siasui . no set hair then went starbucks @@

hmm . laugh me please ><

at the end i still feel that i am handsome
wahahaha


ohh yeah
i knew i was so so so outdated
now only i watched until laughing dead
hahaha
itu fa yok bou
why don't you die jek ?
always at there mami mami
duii
heard le also sien
@@
who agree that she suppose to die 1 ?
LEAVE ME COMMENT !!
hahahaha


<>
nice also
=)

BYE , JIEJIE :)

my sister back to singapore already lorr
early in the morning
went breakfast with family
then she went JPJ there to apply the international driving license
hmm
so yeng =)
then straight went to penang airport


arrived there too early
just 10.45 am like that but her depart time is 1.15 pm !!
after she scanned her bag and took the ticket
we went coffee bean to buy coffee and " jump " to Mcdonald
haha
used almost rm30 but i just paid rm9
haha
because sis paid the rm20 :)

she bought a box of 9 pieces nugget + a apple pie
but not enough for 4 of us @@
so i bought again the same thing @@
ohh yeah
again
my rm12.65 gone ><
haven't full
i bought ice cream for them after that
hmm
again
rm5.70 gone !!!!


ohh yeah
i am going to Singapore to meet her with my mom soon !!
we decided don't sit bus but aeroplane !!
AWW
hahahaha hope have cheaper ticket for us lorr =)




my belgium chocolate :)


drinking =)


see ? haha . my funny sis

she told me cannot upload this photo but i still uploaded here
hmm
she is not ugly actually
just this photo not nice
she is pretty :)


sis + daddy


my cutie mummy . used ice cream to block her face . pandai :)





i just love my family
a simple family :)

JOLIN 蔡依林 花蝴蝶 預購簽唱會

漢神百貨

南方公園

台北

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naughty me :)




the gal is the gia joo i mentioned :)
sure that boy is not me
hahaha
is her boy friend






1 . my sister came back from singapore for 3 days to attend his best sister's wedding dinner.
AWW . she is going to back singapore tomorrow. SAD ><>



2 . Jolin's new song <> is very nice !! Thanks mr tung wei lin =]



3 . i will start my online business to earn money very very soon !! wahahaha



4 . tomorrow i need to drive to penang airport again ><



5 . i think i will go and find Jack very soon @@
because my stupid hair is starting to fall
a lot a lot err
maybe colour gua
aikz
mean that i am going to waste money very very very soon !!
shit


- THE END -

DON THINK BACK UNHAPPY THING ANYMORE !!

KOH GUANG ZONG

don't think back unhappy thing anymore !!
can ?

you are happy now
and suppose to be happy now
you forgot everything already right ?
don't think back already please
don't give yourself a chance to recall back those memories
PLEASE !!

at least now got people care you
you got friends
got net friends
got family
got good workers

don't you think you are very hangfuk already ?

YES !! you are K ? !!









WELL !! I AM STILL VERY UNHAPPY !!

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got something i must say out here
i feel i got a lot of friends + teachers ( like friends ) !!
know why ?
because at my shop
everyday also will have friends + teachers pass by
everyday i at least can meet 5 - 6 persons i know and chit chatting a lot
to make my working life not so bored
hmm
thx friends =]




p/s 1 : yinjee !! pi perlis le tell me syok or not har :)


p/s 2 : yinjee !! you are so cute too =)


p/s 3 : yinjee !! i miss our trip !!! ><


p/s 4 : i am hungry now even just ate a slice of cake !!! duiii =.="

FINALLY !!

finally i had coloured my hair
i knew that i said long time ago already =)
hmm
now my hair is red colour
wow
so chio
wahahaha
but not so light
i think need to wait at least 2 weeks keep on washing ba
haha

thx Jack
he helped me digital perm just now
but just can 1 day only
temporary
after washed --> no more ==
hmm
now no more already lorr
hahaha


today i am damn unlucky
i lost rm20 ><





p/s : finally i took photos with gia joo just now
a cutie worker in PDI
hmm
photos will upload next time
so stay tune k ?


just borrowed <> from ah ying
erm
a worker in PDI also
but not cutie :)
is lenglui =]

i need to rush my drama lorr




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early in da morning

ong yee may came my house to fetch me already
we went jenming house to sit his car to education fair at Traders Hotel
Chez arrived after that
we waited outside his door more than 10 minutes !!
hmm
UNDER THE SUN

then went Tami's house and changed car
because jenming's myVi too small
can't " contain " 4 at the back seat @@

we used ferry
due to our safety problem
because our driver's driving skill is too excellent
@@
waited about 1 hour at there
but nvm
is okiie
our live is more important i think
:)

after that
we parked our car at Prangin Mall and settled our lunch there
hmm
Tomyam fried noodle :)

went Education Fair after that
hmm
received a bad news at there
no more loan for me
how ?
maybe i need to change my plan again
aikz
really disappointed
i don't want think other colleges or universities or what already
FORM 6 ?
@@



after that
we went Gurney
hmm
sing K
celebrated jenming's birthday
@@
because of him
i wasted a lot money also
rm21 for sing K + buffet
then rm20 for his present

hmm
guess what i gave him?
haha
anyway la
sure can cure his face i swear :)
don't waste what i had gave you ya
haha

hmm
i 1 ppl sing many songs too
sipek happy
feel i wanna b singer already
** ng hem **
@@


i got no picture to upload
just got mine 1
others not in my handphone ?
but i think u all gonna see my photo only rite ?
hmm
let's upload few pictures la
hahahaha


our cutie chez earn

me me me :)

my new giordano shirt :)

my zhao pai dong zuo :)




someone said i look thinner already
really ?
not just 1
a lot people said so
how ?

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my stupid timetable had been changed
if not now i already highlighted my hair
@@
duii
now need to wait until Friday
Monday to Wednesday Jack went to a course so not there
Friday my work time is 5 pm so i got free time
always say wanna highlight wanna colour
until now what also no
shit
shit
shit

]=




can't sleep yet although 2.20 am and very tired
gonna phone a VIP later
as what i had promised
hmm
let's wait until 3 am then
:)



ohh yeah
my self confidence is 101% ya everyone
=)
















VERY TIRED LA NOW :(

" THANK YOU "

i keep on thinking why my english will get B3

until today
finally i got answer already



i should said " thank you "





TO




my " DEAREST " teacher









MR YEOH BAN KEONG





shit you

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today i totally lacked of sleep
so my eye very pain even now
@@

worked started from 3 pm
lunch at 4.30 pm
hooray
quite happy about it because just worked 1 and half hour can rest already
wahaha
BUT
after that stood until 10 pm k ? @@
gila babi =(

went Siam Express to settle my lunch
hmm
i rich already :)
no la
because got 50% discount

environment not bad rite ?? haha

my ice peach tea

my tomyam fried rice :)



ohh yeah
today caught flies again
i am clever again because i caught 6 flies today
wahaha
too bored la no customer one
aikz
don't say i am cheating k ?
i got prove :)

haha , my prove =)



after that
sure took photo at fitting room again
too bored la @@
gia joo wanna take photo with me
but unfortunately memory full
tomorrow la har
wahahaha

busuk sangat :)

with my white spec :)

hmm. red pants
bring me good luck :)






tomorrow i can see Nicholas Zhang Dong Liang !!
Besta fair just in front of our shop k ?
i am damn lucky man !!

DISAPPOINTED

early in da morning
i woke up because of i dream something very horror 1
i suppose sleep until 10 or 11 am
because yesterday night i almost 4 am only slept
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but
unfortunately
i woke up because of a scary dream
that time just 7 am something

i tried my best don't to think too much about it
i sms others
hope got people can accompany me
but unfortunately
everyone is still sleeping right ?
no one will care me la

i opened my songs loudly after that
to make myself not so afraid
well done
after 1 hour
okiie already




single is like that
no a lover to care ><



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I AM HAPPY

** ng hem **

i went to cut my hair just now
rm30 smtg flied away but my mom said my hair got nothing changes @@
ya
i think so
but i am happy
because i felt if compare with before
nicer a lot already
at least won't so " boom " + untidy
hmm
i am happy + satisfied with it
thx jack :)


ohh yeah
i planned to highlight my hair just now
but he told me once washed hair
is not good to highlight or dye
because will hurt the skin
hmm
i am a good guy
i followed what he said
finally i didn't do so :)
good leh

BUT

MONDAY I WILL GO HIGHLIGHT !! @@


wahahahaha

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情歌

情歌

梁靜茹 - 情歌MV

情歌
愛情是肉體
情歌是靈魂

最初
靈魂寄生在肉體裡

最後
靈魂找到了自己



i love this song
really nice
suit me also right ?
** ng hem **

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i will go my god grandma there later
tonight is the last night already
i will stay there for whole night until tomorrow afternoon

so

no more online ya










p/s : my english really so bad ? get 3B @@