WHY ? ><

i wonder why my hair's colour like that
sometimes can see the colour very clearly
but sometimes totally black in colour


kenapa ?


why ?


為什么 ?


actually i know why la
because of the light
but i quite disappointed sometimes because the picture came out with black hair
haiz ><
i coloured my hair just because of i don't want black colour ma
haiz x(


here is the example @@


this 1 black in colour ==


see see see?!!!!! so clear the colour !!!
=)



recently i like to do weird face
sorry arr if causes you all eyes pain

but actually i am not that ugly la =)
quite handsome one T__________T




vomiting

SAD

andox a.k.a hak zai arr

where are you now ???

back to my side la ==

i really sad leh

i want back my andox a.k.a hakzai key chain la please =(




- no mood -





p s : it not a normal key chain.

p s 2 : it is important and meaningful , for me .






COME BACK .P.L.E.A.S.E. ><

LATEST PIC **

THAT'S ALL

I AM HAPPY

BECAUSE I SATISFIED =)

thank YOU

27042009

i went back PDI to ask about my E.P.F just now
hmm
finally i got answer =)

luckily company din ate my money
wakaka
if not i wasted a lot money gah ^^

then i tried this red white shirt
not bad
i still got staff purchase la =)
can discount 40%
but i din buy it because i really lack of money @@

this shirt lorr ^^


ini phay ying @@


ini group picha ^^
gia joo , phay ying , ah keat , me =)



then went to eat
i really din waste money la although they ate mc donald ==
phay ying treat me 1 cup of cokes only
i din use my money already
i really no money no money ==
wanna use it for May
wakaka
think jor also happy (x








ADD OIL STUDY YA YOU ALL
especially you =)
no contact already also i will wish ^^

CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you are crazy !!!

YOU ARE REALLY CRAZY !!!!!

how come you will appear in my msn ? ==

who wanna to be friend with you ?

not said wanna block me ?

block la ==

i not asked you to delete me straightly ?!!

why don't you do so ?

you are just crazy ~

i am not kid

i won't believe what you said ==

good if you accidentally or purposely entered my blog and saw this article

then you will know what is my thinking

sorry i don't want to be friend with you

CLEAR ?

ohh yeah

i blocked you ==

if you are clever then don't disturb me anymore

don see this article then leave a lot comments say sorry or what

just disappear IMMEDIATELY after read this

thx =)










i am cruel , so ?

better than you are CRAZY ~ @@













ohh yeah
don think that i am unhappy okiie ?
i am still happy =)
won't affected by this crazy
don't worry me
^^

誰說我不能？

不可以再不開心了
真的不可以了
很多朋友都發現我不開心哦
怎么你們這樣厲害啊？
一看就中
害我還以為自己多么厲害掩飾
害我還以為自己多么厲害做戲 ＝＝

每一天都刻意找朋友
每一天都故意出門
為的就是讓自己快樂
讓自己沒有時間想那些極為悲傷的事

每天都花錢買快樂
值得嗎？
每天都故意沉淪在開心，歡樂中毫無目標的過
這一切，究竟值得嗎哈？

不值得！！！

相通了
既然不開心都忘不了
就逆來順受吧
與其刻意去把不開心的遺忘
到不如順其自然吧
忘不了就忘不了吧
反正現在都沒事了
反正現在都恢復回以前這樣無所不談了
我滿足咯

錢啊錢
還是省點花好
還有生日禮物要買的啊
哈哈

謝謝那些還關心我的人
我不會再讓自己這樣不開心下去了
我還有一堆支持者
傻佬，我也是你的24小時支持者啊 ～
哈哈
給我一晚的時間吧
明天我就會沒事了 ！



聚會啊聚會
我來了 ， 明天 ～

純粹發泄

你死一邊吧

誰可憐你？

有人可憐你嗎 ？

這樣無謂的事你也做得出

誰需要你關心 ？

哭你的事啦

滾啦

我不會可憐你啦

羅嗦

不要再煩着我就是了

因為我的的確確很很很很很討厭你 ！！！

媽的 ！

我叫你滾 ！！！

越遠越好







面對這樣的問題
我要怎么解決 ？
死笨蛋
全世界最蠢是你了，許關升。

發自內心的思考？？

以前的以前
無可否認的是我的的確確是一名主角
而且是扮演着非常重要的角色
也可以說是 沒有我 這部戲真的不行


慢慢的
我經歷了某些事情
不再被看重了
就開始退了下來
好聽來說 就叫第二男主角
不好聽來講 就叫着 卡叻非
有沒有存在 都不重要
我的角色就只是倒垃圾 駕的士的那種
廢到不能在廢


過后呢？
我想我應該連卡叻非都沒有資格了吧？
無線炒我了吧？
算了算了
我不想爭些什么了
最佳男主角也得過了
還有什么不滿足？


雖然很想再當男主角
但 算了吧
一切就藏在心里吧

我不開心啊你懂嗎？

I RATHER STUPID

付出真心　才會得到真心


卻也可能傷得徹底


保持距離　就能保護自己


卻也注定永遠寂寞



IF let me choose ,

i rather get hurt deeply

also don't want to become lonely .



So what ?

I AM STUPID

可以用華文了！

我扮演着什么角色 ？

你又扮演着什么角色呢 ？

到底是你主宰我 ，亦或是我主宰你 ？

一切 都是個未知數吧 ？

我不要再有什么失誤

也不會再容許有任何失誤發生

因為我懂你的重要性

過程中

我開心過

我難過過

但現在 ， 一切對我來說 都不重要了

把 〖之前〗忘記 ， 現在開始過

做回最原始，最原始的我們

沒有一根刺藏于心中

有的是 ， 之前的 關心 ， 陪伴 ， 歡樂

我 ，沒有生氣了

沒有一條刺在心中了

換句話說

我釋懷了

那 ， 你呢 ？

只想認認真真地和你談話

因為 ， 很久沒有了咯 =)

能嗎 ？

呵呵 x)










我很期待五月份啊

哈哈

我要去玩了 ！

新加坡 ， 印尼的 pulau Batam

還有 ， 可能還會下吉隆坡一趟

在五月份里 我應該做的我都做了

還沒做好的 都準備到一半了

傷腦筋的計劃 都有了着落了

哇哈哈 ， 天機不可泄漏 XD

我無它的 ， 只希望你開心就是了

好好的過我的5月份

盡情的玩

放肆的鬧

因為 ， 6月就是我關在 ulu ulu 的金保月了

好想去 KL 的 Sunway Lagoon Water Park 哦

之前覺得入門票很貴

但現在有領薪水了

我想要玩一次哦

畢竟，中一去到現在了

哈哈 有些些懷念

先別想太多 ， 計劃可能會失敗 TT

再看吧 =)







p s : 可以用華文了 ！ 【終于】

23042009

i let you all know first
better don't go and watch the Coming Soon har
really very horror
okiie?!
seriously please =(

me me =) the latest me :)


yee may + chez earn


and i wanna introduce dailyfresh waffer cake
not bad =)
especially chocolate one
can have a try ya
trust me ^^


scare =( so find god ^^
no la
is yesterday night went pray pray =)


========================================


i forced my mom took this photo
not bad izzit my mom ? =)
she very gao to do pose @@


========================================


sunday will have a gathering of 5C2'08

date : 26/4/2009
time : 6 pm sharp
venue : Golden Horse restaurant , Tambun

so
all 5C2'08 ians are invited to attend this gathering =)
those who have problem in transportation may contact me
i will try my best to arrange for you all
since i am the host of this gathering=)
** clap clap for me ya **


========================================


YuQing
i am coming ==
remember what i said har
hahahaha
be careful ^^


========================================


lastly , happy birthday to Mr Loh Kai Xuan
=)
sweet 19th ya xD
all the best










- THE END -

SHIT ><

我不懂我自己在想什么，


我不懂我可以想什么，


怎么样做？


我的心才会好受一点？


还不够吗？


还不会觉得丢脸吗？




被拆穿后，我剩下什么？

你，
变了？
我们越来越像陌生人，
对吗？

20042009

teach u all a new word k ?


~ BERDOING ~


wakaka
i was chatting with my friend just now
and he told me this word
wakaka

i asked him open webcam
he said cannot and of course i said cannot
==
then he told me : kerana saya berdoing project saya
@@

wakakaka


so learn it k ?
DO add imbuhan and ING
mean doing
@@





p s : why hot hot so many days already ?
cant recover la @@
aikz
even i drunk a lot water already
aikz
shit shit shit shit shit !!
i am unlucky ><











that guy is loh kai xuan @@

know

逆风18

?

馬來西亞 泰國 台灣 香港

<逆風18>

結合了親情 友情 愛情 !!

酸 甜 苦 辣

這份純白色的感動

即將讓你回到

最初的18歲

1 net friend introduced this drama in her blog

but at 1st my thinking was like that

: malaysia's drama where got so nice ? @@ not popular 1


then i too boring

so decided to watch it even this drama is not nice

BUT BUT BUT

start with episode 1


... episode 2 ...

...... episode 3 ......

............ episode 4 ............

........................ episode 5 ........................

................................................ episode 6 ................................................


stopped at episode 6 ==

where is episode 7 ?!

aikz

although i don't know some of the artist

but this drama very nice

i just know Chin ><


fast fast come out la

can't stop ad can't stop ad =(



ohh yeah , it is better than the 10 fen xiao rong ==

HOW ? - - ADDED - -

i love to eat apple

from before until now

and i can sure that i will J.U.S.T eat apple forever

just 1 type of fruit





BUT

now orange appears on table already

i don't want orange

i don't want orange

anyone ? help me to digest it

thx





p/s : i just want to eat APPLE









stupid la
fever + leg pain still not enough
started sore throat
good la
stupid curry ><
eating sweets
hope recover a.s.a.p =(

18042008

i need you

i need you

i need you





this time





where are you ?

=(

STUPID MOOD

so , how to forget ?
aikz

DAMN BAD MOOD NOW

清晨的路口还有你的面容
其实我还是不懂
到底哪里出了错
紧握的双手现在选择沉默
忍不住想挽留话却说不出口
一时的勇气抹不掉伤心回忆
我以为我了解你
该离开的人是我 我竟然还手足无措
太倔强的我还企图装洒脱
自从你离开以后
爱你的眼泪很寂寞
习惯你的我习惯不自由

付出了太多平衡不了是我
手心手背都是肉
怎么错的都是我
你用了冷漠狠狠的错怪我
是你欺骗了我我不能先低头
一时的勇气抹不掉伤心回忆
我以为我拥有你
该离开的人是我 我竟然还手足无措
太倔强的我还企图装洒脱
自从你离开以后 爱你的眼泪很寂寞
习惯你的我习惯不自由
没有用的人是我
都怪我太不甘示弱
即使舍不得让你一个人走
自从你离开以后 我选择在原地守候
.失.去.我.才.懂.是.我.不.成.熟.
都怪我自己太不甘示弱




stupid song stupid song
you make me can't sleep
=(
2.30 am already
i should sleep ad geh
koh guang zong !
you fever + leg very pain ad
sleep k ?




p/s : can't feel better after cried x(

ME =)

=)
ME la

FIRE

front view

side view

door

here actually was living room , room and dining room last time

view from outside door to inside room

yea
those who are living in Bukit Mertajam should know about this case right ?
that 1 newspaper wrote 7 houses burnt 1
ya
1 of the 7 houses is my ah yi's house
and another 1 of the 7 houses is my lao goh's house
they was seeing their house burning that time because the bomba's water not enough
cruel right ?
fire is cruel
my ah yi is not rich
now like that
how to survive ?
mom tried to help her a lot a lot ad by giving them some old shirts and also money
hope they are all right now
currently my ah yi whole family stays in her daughter's house
just a small small house with 2 rooms
aikz
pity =(

FOR YOU

a lot to say

BUT

i don't know how to express my feeling

sorry sorry

but i can sure

i am your full time supporter !!



believe me

don't unhappy because i will follow you automatically



HAPPY HAPPY k ?

i am here




p/s : you know i am saying YOU =)


sorry , not in blogging mood

NEW UPDATE !!

yea
i changed new templates ad =)
white is better
feel nicer don't know why
hahahaha
i am happy also because my total number of visitors already more than 2000
WOW
* clap clap for me PLEASE *



and i changed my music already
don't pause or stop it k ?
this song is nice =)
not Jolin song so don't need worry k ? =)



i am going to sale my juice to teacher tomorrow =)
how pity i am you all see?
a bit fever still need to earn money
duiiii
money arr money YOU are so important to me
those teachers should be rich right ?
i hope they buy as much as they can
hmm
except tee lian liang la
even 1 bottle she also won't buy i think
wahaha
i can swear ==



lastly
support and flood up my chat box la k ?
it's so empty and pity @@
i want reply until i lazy that type
weeeeee =)



sleep early everyone
don't learn me xD

11042009

show you guys something here =)


TADAHHHHHH





my latest necklace =]






and of course
the latest ME !


TADAHHHHHH






me =)



my messy room + zhao pai dong zuo ==




**

should work or not tomorrow ?
aikz

**




**

someone asked me
why your hand always got plaster ?
hmm . a good question ya ><

HURT la of course @@

if not for fun?
lolx ==

**




**

sigui sigui ==
i don't want same shirt with you
damn damn damn unlucky :@

**







**

thanks my reader =)
the END

**

10042009

PDI
when only i can take my salary ?
i gonna kill people already ><
i need work now
aikz
any job to introduce ?
let me know ya
thx thx
=)


MR DIY arr
phone me asap la
i wan work ==
** mr diy not ppl k ? is a shop name == **


laksa car laksa car
where are you ?
long time no pass by my house already
i want to eat laksa ><>

poppi poppi tonight no raining
i wanna go pasar malam
=)


pimples pimples
faster disappear la k ?
i don't want friend with you =(


haha
i want to watch " jangan tegur " tomorrow
seems very chi gek
AWWWW @@


i am watching - ye man lai lai dai jin goh si lai - again
wahaha
so funny ==


UTAR
why until today you still don't want approve me?
unfair la
chez approved leh
we registered at the same day ! same course ! same campus !
saya mia tuhan ==


last but not least ><
vote for MYFM 樂風流 - 愈慢愈美麗
key in MYVOTE(blank)05
then send to 32366
that's all =)
rm0.50 is needed ya

lastly
Laughing aka lovely ah ma , go out go out ==
i am waiting you to come and fetch me la
bila kamu mia car mau datang ?
or you are enjoying your life with your dearest ah ma ? =)
contact me contact me xD


p/s : i got my own style to write my article =)

NOTICE NOTICE

i changed new photo already
but at down there
i won't touch my upside 1 photo anymore
maybe you all feel this picture not nice
but i feel this is the BEST
my only memory =)

so next time update photo will put at down there
scroll down and have a look yea everyone=)


ohh yeah
i updated 1 article also
just after this post
have a look yea

support my chat box la
i wan full full full
i wan reply a lot a lot =)





yea



i am crazy

THE SHINJUKU INCIDENT

went jusco again just now ==

with wei poh , qi min , wei qi
=)
watched The Shinjuku Incident
got 1 stupid girl put me aeroplane
too bad :(
next time go anywhere also don't want jeo her already
wahaha x)

the movie not bad
but TOO BLOODY
that's why just allow those 18 and above
see ? adults got so many benefits
wahaha =)





-----------------------------------------





i feel nothing already
really ?
i don't want to think and tried my best don't think again
i am still here
if wan , you find me ba
i won't disappear =)
i think i am not important anymore if compare with your other friends
before and now
differences too too too big already
i hope to catch back and i tried too
but seems can't
if you still care me this friend or whatever , find back me
i am still here

* that's why i very down this few days
even now
even i understood we diff ad*

MY 08042009

ang june leong

hahaha
i am going to post out your handsome picture here
wahahaha

want want ? =)





tadahhhh =)


my chocolate xxxxxxx walnut cake =(


tadahhhhh =] ** me me me **



yea
i no set hair today ==
very siasui + la tak look @@

then went secret recipe to chit chat
X days no meet already lorr
his driving skill ==
* ng hem *
very speed
><



The Shinjuku Incident
i am going to watch you with wei poh and si jiun( cml ^^) tomorrow
hmm
hope is a nice movie la
since many people said so
but they said very geli
hmm
that's why i like =)



i am happy
because of Y - O - U
reli
thanks =)
i won't think too much again ^^

TIRED DAY

very good arr today
7 am my mom woke me up already ==
is the earliest day in this few months i think
except that day sunday cheng beng la har =)

fetched my cousin then we went to eat breakfast
ohh yeah
my favourite - Hokkien Dry -
weee xD
i N days din eat ad since everyday also wake up > 12 pm @@
* clap clap for me k ? i am champion =) *
traffic very jam
because don't know Indian what festival
WOW
but i am a smart + clever driver
turned another road to escape traffic jam
success la of course
don't need jam at the stupid road to see Indian guys xD
* ohh yeah , clap 1 more time for me k ? =] *

arrived temple there
1 aunt said : wow , i used 1 hour to arrive here @@
we stay same taman actually ^^
see see ?
i used 20 mins only =)
unfortunately la har
temple there also many people
- people mountain people sea - =.= "
waited quite a long time at there @@
my stupid mouth was keep on opening at there ( wanna sleep k ? @@ )
my cousin don't know why won't tired at all ==
my mum asked : you what time wake up ?
he : 7 am
mum said me : see , others can wake up early why you can't ? @@
geng la geng la
* so clap clap for him la k ? he is champion this time == *

..........

.......... .......... ..........

..........
finally back to my sweet sweet home
happy la of course
why ?
don't need type out also you all know la =)
9 smtg that time
1 pm only woke up =]
* clap back for me xD *



june leong
where are you ?
come asap la
going to go out la
very bored x(



how many times that you all really clap for me ? =)







me and my sister 1

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP !! SLEEP PLEASE =[

i think i am going crazy
1 day 3 posts
hmm
i can't sleep la wei =(

just now my mom told me this kind of thing before she went into her room

: tomorrow i will wake u up at 7 am , so u better sleep earlier tonight , if not you can't wake up tomorrow morning ><

yea
i really need to wake up very early tomorrow
i know i should have a rest already ==
but i can't la
don't know why
if i can't get what i want
i will think think think
i can't sleep easily
izzit a type of disease ? ==

stupid Maxis
i am waiting message la
but not you
k ?
stupid maxis stupid stupid ==
caused me threw my phone just now ><
heart so pain @@

i activated rm3 already
seems wasted ba ?
wahaha

i tried to activate Real Man as my caller ringtone
but don't know why can't success
@@
stupid ><
maybe god wanna me save the rm3 ?
save then =)

after this post
i will go and lay on my bed already
my doggie + didi will accompany me sleep tonight
yea [=
every night the same
double bed so scary so big
i hate ><
i wan single bed
aikz
so that won't think too much


- i miss my old days again , but impossible lo x( -

07042009

gonna faint after finished the tag by laughing ==
shit shit shit
don't play this kind of games anymore @@

ohh yeah
tomorrow i still need to wake up very early
still wanna fetch my cousin
my mom said we need to pray pray because we are 19 years old now
those ages behind got 9 is not so lucky wor?
need to pray pray to remove those unlucky ?
hmm
just believe la
but very early 8 am @@
recently i always wake up at 12 pm
straight save my breakfast
just lunch + breakfast together =(
what an unhealthy life style i am having now?!
shit shit shit ==

just now went jusco with my cutie jeffrey
i went converse to see my wallet but unfortunately , stocks finished
what the hell @@
then went levi's i saw 1 wallet too
hmm
very special
i quite like it
but the price is also " special "
maybe i will buy it after i get my salary =)

cannot la
still need prepare a big present to give the person i still care very much because May is coming already
i hope i can do what i had promised even we are not like before already
i still will try my best
so i will just cancel my planning to buy wallet ==
nvm la =)
as long as i am happy * WEEEE *

maybe i will learn jeffrey
give my mum an osim massage 1 as mother's day present
just rm448 now
haha
that 1 don't know what name
can bring anywhere anytime one
haha
=)
see? i am such a good son yea =)
praise me please XD
sister pinggee , we share la want ? hahahaha
or you got your own planning already ?

lastly lastly
support my tasty + yummy juice !!
please =)
i need earn money to buy the big present on May
budget not enough yet ><
and buy mom the massage 1 ==

money needed ~~

walao ehh saya mia Tuhan @@

tagged by Laughing ==

Rules and regulation of the tag ;

All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.

Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.

And then answer the questions,

Say you're guessing if you don't know,

But at least guess on all of them.

After doing this,

tag your 21 unlucky friends to do the same

1. khai ming
2. yit ming
3. linger
4. yinjee again ==
5. sotsalt
6. chu hoong
7. chew jessie
8. yu qing
9. joo enn
10. seh ing
11. shirly
12. yi quan
13. yong joo
14. sherlyn
15. tami
16. fa yok bou ==
17. yieying
18. deckson
19. si jiun
20. chin chon
21. kuman



1. How did you meet 7?
hmm. f1 ba ? jshs prefect ==

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
i dono ==

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
wah . gay :)

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
seems got . forgot ><

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
YA . yinjee love fa yok bou =)

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
hmm . her bf will kill me ><>

7. What is 2's favourite colour?
how i know ? maybe yellow ? her blog is corn ma ==

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
AWW , few days ago =)

9. What language does 8 speaks?
hmm . chinese la =.=

10. Who is 13 going out with?
his kexin gua =)

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
many times ad xD

12. Where does 18 live?
alma

13. What is the best thing about 4?
fat + short :)

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
how are you recently ? at australia so many days no contact ad =(

15. What is the best thing about 20?
result sipek good ><

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
no . scary. wahahha

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
hmm .april fool april fool ==

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
i dono i dono . dowan see her =)

19. How is 7 different from 6?
7 is gal . 6 is boy ==

20. Is 2 pretty?
hmm . yitming ? @@ ya =)

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
wow . pretty la of course. if not she kill me @@

22. How did you meet 3?
through cheahweiwei i know her ==

23. Is 5 your best friend?
good friend ba ? haha

24. Do you hate 12?
no =)

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
ya

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
never and dont want see her =) MAMI

27. Have you been to 5's house?
outside her house mia gate ==

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
3 years later i think ><

29. Are you close to 11?
ya =)

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
of course XD

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
no

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
no no no

33. When have you lied to 3?
why lie her ? ><

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
of course XD

35. Do you know a secret about 8?
no =)

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
haha . yinjee know the relationship =) same group XD

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
hmm . a lot @@

38. What's the worst thing about 6?
i dont know . he very rich i know ==

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12?
wat mean crush ? @@

40. How long have you known 2?
started BOMBA i think , so 2 years ba ?

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?
ya . sipek sweet tim

42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
no . punch 4 i wan =)

43. Has 21 meet your parents?
ya XD

44. How did you meet 11?
same with number 1 =)

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
no . she hurt me ba ? say jolin's song not nice =(

46. Do you live close to 7?
no

47. What is 8's favourite food?
haha. she what also eat i think . so fat @@

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
i dono @@

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
penang 1 day trip@@

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
spend it with her dearest i think . or go melacca ? hahahaha